I’m getting a nose job in five months. The doctor said it will only take 40 mins and will be done free of charge usually costs £5000. My nose is holding me back from jobs and social life I can’t wait to no longer be known as the guy with the big nose. Bird boy, tent nose and all the other rude insults I’ve got over the years not to mention the fights I’ve been in over it lol
life with my big schnoz
I first realized I had a big nose when I was 14. It’s changed me in so many ways I feel and I’ve always thought that if I just had a smaller nose, I could have accomplished so much by now. Since then, my nose has seemed to have a say in almost everything ( atleast it feels like it )…and that’s what matters…what it FEELS like! I dropped out of highschool because i couldn’t stand getting made fun of for it anymore. I hid behind hats for so many years…I would even sleep in them so people wouldn’t notice my nose while i was asleep. I wouldn’t work anywhere unless I was able to wear a hat. Whenever I was in a car, I would rest my hand against my face to hide from the vehicles beside me. I would avoid going out in public, making friends, etc. I even got into drugs and did them to *fit in*. I became an expert at taking pictures…ensuring every pic didn’t show the giganticness of my honker. The countless times I was called and asked if I was a Jew…complete strangers…adults, children…staring, pointing, embarrassing me in front of everybody!…so many nights of crying myself to sleep and feeling so alone, wishing I wasn’t so scared to commit suicide…..
…..and here I am after the rhinoplasty. Lol. While it’s the best $9,000 I’ll ever spend, it unfortunately hasn’t changed what I’ve become. Because of my nose, I’ve become distant from everyone and everything. I had to deal with it for 15 years, and in those years, my lack of action in life has formed me into this lazy, pessimistic person. I’m a very sweet person with a good heart. I’m funny and clever and romantic…but I base everyone off stereotypes. I have no faith. My relationships don’t last because I haven’t accomplished anything and I’m not seen as good enough to stay with. I’ve missed out on what are supposed to be the best years of my life, and I want so very badly to be happy and content with things, and experience life, travel, BE SOMEBODY!…but I’ve grown careless, and I don’t even know why. I want to change myself, and I know exactly what I need to do in order for that to happen…I know how to change my entire life for the better, but I simply just don’t care enough to do it. I confuse myself so much. I wish this was all just a nightmare that I’ll wake up from. I wish I had to the courage to go through this cruel world and live my life. Every day is repetitive. Every year goes by quicker than the last. All I do is complain and I know I have the power to change it all. I just wish I cared.
Calum Hood with Michael Clifford.
brave enough to show my side profile i hated my nose for a long time and now im feeling a bit better about my self.. thx to you all who post here and the owner of the blog
ps; sorry for bad english and pic quality it make me look worst then real life
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"His nose is long as hell. Goddamn!" A quote from a coworker.
Well, here goes nothing. I absolutely hate my nose.